No matter what you say , I still can't believe that you would walk away . It don't make sense to me .
December 28, 2010
I can give you 100 reasons why you'd still be the one I choose in the end . But can you just give me one reason why can't we start over ? I'm dying to know if it's killing you like it's killing me . I miss you . The way you walk , the way you talk , the way you say my name . The story of us looks a lot like tragedy now .
It has been six long months . I miss you more than anything else ...
The true power of man is not to kill or to rule but to be able to forgive when others do not deserve it .
December 25, 2010Faith is full assurance in the heart . And faith to those who do not believe , is foolishness .
And every single thing you ever did that bothered me , is every single thing I miss .
Life December 23, 2010
Sometimes , we let things slip through our hands without realizing the importance of it till it's gone . And when it's gone , we realized how empty we are without it .
It was dark . I couldn't see nor breathe . The world was spinning . I broke into cold sweat as I struggled to keep my eyes opened . I cried . Each time I blink , I wondered if it'll be the last time my eyes close . Then I felt someone putting his arm around me . I knew then , I was safe . Safe in his arms .
The past week's been HECTIC , outings and gatherings . So many things but so little time ! Looking forward to tomorrow though :D School in less than 2 weeks :( . On a side note , it has been 3 years since Born To Shine Musical . I really miss rushing to rehearsals , hearing praises after each performance and playing with those little kids . But time cannot rewind , and even though I'll probably miss that day for the rest of my life , I know those memories will remain in my heart . Anyway , met up with Jackfruit yesterday . Although it was a short period of time , it was fruitful . We literally talked non-stop from the moment we met . In short , life has been ... Great . I'll let the pictures speak for themselves now .
In those fairytales my mom used to read me , the bad guys are always wearing black with a black cape around . That way , we can always recognise the bad guys . But in real life , the bad guys are usually those with perfect hair and beautiful smile .
My mind erased and I let the moment slip away . Another night got me sitting here all on my own , picking up the phone , but I cant get past the dial tone . Racking my brain , going insane , again and again . I cant keep going this way .
I feel that I somehow lost the enthusiasm in blogging. And I guess I'll be leaving my blog with some photos taken at Shareen Ee Ee's wedding yesterday night .
It's easy to toy with someone's feelings , play with a person's heart , make a fool out of someone , make someone cry . But you'll never know how hard it is until you are the one being toyed , played, fooled and the one who cried .
TO BE UPDATED SOON .
Stay tune ! xx ♥
Stay tune ! xx ♥
I can almost see it , that dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"
There's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"
Well , I was packing my stuff one day after my mom's constant nagging and guess what I found ? :B
On a side note , recently, I'm having the urge to write again . To pen down my feelings . To think about things . My body hasn't been feeling well though . I get so tired easily , of everyone , everything . Feel like curling on my bed now .
Just because I'm not begging for you doesn't mean that I don't want you just as bad . Just because I'm not crying doesn't mean that I don't care , or that I'm not sad . Just because I don't text you every night doesn't mean that I don't wanna talk to you . Just because I wished you all the best , doesn't mean that I've stopped loving you .
