I have to admit that things are getting hard. I can't get you out of my mind but I can't go back to the past. Something is absent from my life. Moving about daily feel like chores to me; even breathing feels difficult at times. Why does everything reminds me of you...?

I do nothing but mope around all day. I feel myself destroying what I've built up over so many years. I try to write my but every piece seems inadequate. How can I put the overwhelming feeling we shared into words? There's nothing I can do except torture myself with memories of you.

Tell me, what can I do to forget?

Why did you say something you never meant?