It's when you hold eye contact for that second too long or maybe the way you laugh . It sets off a flash and our memories take a picture of who we are at that point when we first know "This is love ."

And we clutch that picture to our hearts because we expect each other to always be the people in that picture . But people change . People aren't pictures . And you can either take a new picture or throw the old one away .

But what if I still love you ?

I know you're just a rag doll now , sewn together with memories that we might have had .

I know you're just the dream inside of a dream .

And don't worry , I know I don't know you , anymore .

I found a boyf whom I'm gonna spend the rest of my life with .

Study , study and study , study's gonna be my new boyf . How cool . Imagine having to face study's mentor – books :/ . HAHAHAHA , that's crap -.- .
It's only 24 days away from EOY . The countdown is making me anxious and feeling all kinds of emotions :/ . But it's still a wake up call . I cannot afford to lose my focus anymore . I cannot afford to be distracted again . So yes , I'm gonna give it the last shot . Make it or not , I've tried my best .

Damn , I feel like I'm excessively convincing myself :/
HAHAHA . Okay . Ending here to go paktor with my dearest boyf already .

I pray that you're okay . That it's okay . I pray that all the parts of you that I remember are still there . I pray that you're happy . Even if it's not with me .

Whenever I hear about yur new life , I die a little bit inside , my heart cracks a little more . But I'm happy for you . I really am .

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Justinbieber followed me on twitter :D
Thankyou Belinda for helping me to tweet him nonstop and thankyou Jade for noticing that he already followed me if not I'll still be tweeting him like mad :B .

Sometimes I feel like fighting a war I'll never win .
A war between my head and my heart .
My head says Yesyesyes , but my heart says Nonono .
Know what ? The heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left .
Maybe that's the reason the heart is not always right .
All these I know but I still can't help ending my everyday with thoughts of you and start everyday picturing yur face and thinking of everything we could be .
I don't know if I'll be happier , but I'm saying goodbye .
You've moved on , and I should too .
It's hard but I'll try .
'Cause I don't wanna be the sad Regine anymore ,
I wanna be someone who's unafraid to make mistakes , someone who's always cheery and someone who never lacks of any smiles to give out .

I just want a peaceful , enriching life ahead . And I'll make that happen .

Today , I realized I still love you .
For all those other days I rested in denial ,
Those were the days I was too stubborn to notice I was losing you .

Got back my results slip , and I improved , but still . I think I can do MUCH BETTER .

English — B4
Chinese — F9
Maths — B3
Science — F9
Geography — C5
Literature — A2
Art — A2

L1R5 — B4 + B3 + F9 + A2 + A2 + C6 = 26 .
Fml ._.

People make mistakes , and the biggest mistake I ever made in my life was not in loving you .
The biggest mistake in my life that I have ever done was to let you go .
And , now I realize that you will never come back to me .

Time never said

" Best you enjoy yourself now because we're going somewhere soon ."

But that's what he meant .

Remember what you asked me sometime ago ? You asked if I loved you or myself more .

Today , after they asked me a particular question , I realised that I have the answer in my heart all along .

Suspension from school today and watched Haunted Changi with YingYing , Vanessa and XueYing . It was boring :/ .

I would really much prefer seeing you happy , having more friends and all , cause I know then , that I've made a right choice in letting you go . I guess this is what they mean by giving up doesn't always mean that you're weak , sometimes it means that you're strong enough to let go .

Once bitten , twice shy . I kept my distance , but you still catch my eyes .