There's a whole lot of things you can do and do without me. There's a million things I can do and do alone. But the best you can do for yourself is sharing with that someone else. No one wants to be alone. It's the one thing that I know, It wasn't meant to feel like this, not without you. Cos when I look at my life, how the pieces fall into place, it just wouldn't rhyme without you When I see how my path seem to end up before your face, the state of my heart, the place where we are was written in the stars. Don't be afraid, I'll be right by your side, through the laughter and pain together we're bound to fly.

NEX with Besties yesterday shopping for my camera and some camp stuffs. After much consideration, I bought the Samsung ST600. Hope I won't regret! Anyway, I'll be away for overseas camp March from 7th - 11th so I won't be blogging for the time being. Formspring questions will be answered only when I'm back. Take care, everyone! xx

For all of my good intentions , heartfelt every one
I've left so much love unspoken , so much of life I've left undone
I could've made a difference , I just never made the time
Now yesterday's gone forever and today ain't far behind

I'm left wondering what the hell have I done wrong? Is there anything that I could do to make things go back to normal? Could we have a conversation about this? I really do hate myself sometimes for being such an ignorant girl. I have reached the same place that I had been before in 2009, where I just pretend that everything's going my way when it is obviously not. At all. Feeling so incomplete. Am I reaching for nothing, or just to much?

I do apologise for not updating often. It's mainly because I'm running out of photos and I don't wanna have a blog post without photos. It would be so boring, right?! To make up for the lack of blog posts, I actually answered loads of Formspring questions today ^^

Alright, some mini updates about my life. My camera's screen cracked and I have no camera now. the worst thing about this situation? Level camp this Monday and I'm actually looking forward to it. But now that I have no camera, I have no device to capture down memories and my brain can't actually store that much pictures inside. Ugh, I'm really not making any sense ._.! Shall just let the pictures do the talking instead of embarrassing myself with these nonsense.

Sometimes I wonder why do I say certain things to myself and others.
Sometimes I wonder why can't I achieve something even after trying for so hard.
Sometimes I wonder why can't I let go of things that I know I cannot have.
Sometimes I wonder why can't I be like this person or that person.
Sometimes I wonder if I could change myself to be like this/that, would I be much happier?

Got back some of my Common Test papers and I'm thoroughly disappointed with all of them. I failed those which I could have passed and barely passed the one I thought I would score well in.
Alright, I'm kinda lazy to blog much nowadays. I've been missing out too much on my life that it's pretty hard to catch up.

Anyway, a dedication to my dearest hyperpill(:.

Three years of friendship and you've always been here for me despite everything. When you felt sad, I could only cry with you. And when I felt down, you never fail to be there for me. Your silly tactics of trying to cheer me up never stops me from all the giggles and stuff. We laughed about the same thing, gossiped and acted stupid together. Basically, we did everything together, even skipping remedial lessons together. Though it isn't something I'm proud of, it's still something that I'd like to remember. Thanks for all the time you've invested in me, placing in lots of effort to spend whatever time you have with me, whenever I'm feeling ever so low. Time seem to have flew pass us pretty fast isn't it? We started hanging out since July'09 and being the only two 1E1'09 girls in 2E3'10 had sparked off the strong bond that we've formed till this moment. Last year, many obstacles have been causing conflicts to this friendship leading to small tiffs between the both of us. I wish that all these are just small hindrances that would naturally come by and would in fact strengthen our friendship. Gladly, we have been able to open our hearts to each other and speak our minds out as to salvage our friendship. Hopefully, everything would stay in this manner till the end of time. I remember all the promises we've made to each other and our dreams which we're yearning to fulfill in the near future. Once again, thanks for being such a wonderful friend. You're the best I ever had. Loving you always, Regine.

I know it's a battle I'll never win. My heart just can't go through that pain again. The next time you walk up, I'll hold my head high. I'll turn away, I'll try not to cry.

Just a really short post. Not really in the mood right now. Life have been pretty sucky over the past few weeks despite how hyper I was as usual. Well, who cares, we all know we would be sad at a certain point of life, we can't expect it to go smoothly all the time.

It's easy to toy with someone's feelings, play with a person's heart, make a fool out of someone, make someone cry. But you'll never know how hard it is until you are the one being toyed, played, fooled and the one who cried.

As you guys can see I haven't been updating that often anymore. Somehow, got caught up with things. Practically waking up early everyday and sleeping after midnight. Guess I've to really rest well tonight. Will be back soon. Till then, xx!

Night after night I hear myself say,
why don't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you, you speak to my heart
It's such a a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about taking the easy way out.

I'm feeling very sleepy. Posting just for the sake of posting. Anyway, here are the pictures of my new year shoes I promised you guys. I have no idea where did my mom left all my clothes so I'll have to post pictures of my new year clothes some other day.