As time goes by, life has a way of rearranging itself. People enter your life, and inevitably, they leave as well. Things have a tendency to happen that can turn your world upside down. You'll come to realize eventually, that even though things are different, you are different as well.When someone is some kinda normal friend to you, whatever they do, you can't really be bothered. But things change gradually once that person gets closer to you. Your mind would turn competitive. Jealousy would occur more often. Well, it proves that human beings are selfish. But if your friend feels that way towards you, that isn't a good friend. Because good pals would never try to harm you no matter how jealous they get.
Firstly, if you had an issue with me you should've talked to me. I have no qualms about you tweeting about it, but you really should've at least talked to me. What's so hard about that? Secondly, I know you hate thinking about it. Hey, you're not the only one. You're not the only one who'd rather forget everything and get away from it all. I know things have been like that for a long time but it still breaks my heart to think about all those memories. Maybe you've moved on and forgot all about us, but I know I haven't. I cry myself to sleep almost every night replaying all of our memories.
You didn't give me a choice. There was only acceptance for me. I have, in fact, accepted what had all happened, and put it behind me, but that doesn't mean that it no longer hurts. Well, I didn't and don't have to love the situation. It was, and will always be completely and utterly messed up.
I did my best, but I have my pride to hold on to.
Some broken things cannot be fixed, we all just gotta live with that.
In a blink of an eye, it's already March. Two moths have just passed by like this and I wonder how much time do I have left to revise all the topics for O levels...?
I haven't updated about my life for a terribly long time. Reason being, my life is absolutely boring! It's school school school and homework homework homework almost everyday. School ends at 3:30pm everyday for me and after, I still have remedial lessons. I have no life. Oh well, I guess that's the life of a secondary four student. DID YOU SEE THAT PUN COMING?! I CAUGHT YOU OFF GUARD, DIDN'T I? Ok, as you can see I've turned into a crazy person who talks to herself. Life has been rather smooth-sailing recently. Just a little bumps here and there. I hope it will stay like this for long.
Anyway, a little update on my life.I just bought a new camera, the Olympus E-PL1, but it's currently at my boy's place. I've tested it out and other than the camera lagging sometimes, I'm pretty satisfied with it! I can't wait to bring the camera for my camp!
Speaking of camp, I'll be away for day camp on the 5th and 6th of March and having overnight camp from 7 - 9 March. I'm actually pretty excited for the camp yet feeling kinda sad knowing that it's gonna be my last camp in Greendale :/. Throughout my past three years, I attended two camps, in sec2 and sec3 and I really enjoyed myself. So yea, to all those lower secondary students complaining about having to go to camp, I guarantee you that you'll have the time of your life there. Sometimes, it's not just about where you are, but who you are with.
Other than that, Glenn recently moved to the same block as me so we've been going to school together for a few days now. It's pretty nice to have someone accompanying you on the way to school, especially when the bus journey like freaking long! For those wondering, my boy's pretty cool about me going to school with another guy because, well, I quote him, "Glenn is my friend and at least he can take care of you so I won't mind." I still meet my boy in the morning to walk to school together anyway.
Gonna end here really abruptly because I need to use the toilet! I'll update again soon, with pictures from my new camera, once I'm back for camp! Stay tuned! X0X0
I haven't updated about my life for a terribly long time. Reason being, my life is absolutely boring! It's school school school and homework homework homework almost everyday. School ends at 3:30pm everyday for me and after, I still have remedial lessons. I have no life. Oh well, I guess that's the life of a secondary four student. DID YOU SEE THAT PUN COMING?! I CAUGHT YOU OFF GUARD, DIDN'T I? Ok, as you can see I've turned into a crazy person who talks to herself. Life has been rather smooth-sailing recently. Just a little bumps here and there. I hope it will stay like this for long.
Anyway, a little update on my life.I just bought a new camera, the Olympus E-PL1, but it's currently at my boy's place. I've tested it out and other than the camera lagging sometimes, I'm pretty satisfied with it! I can't wait to bring the camera for my camp!
Speaking of camp, I'll be away for day camp on the 5th and 6th of March and having overnight camp from 7 - 9 March. I'm actually pretty excited for the camp yet feeling kinda sad knowing that it's gonna be my last camp in Greendale :/. Throughout my past three years, I attended two camps, in sec2 and sec3 and I really enjoyed myself. So yea, to all those lower secondary students complaining about having to go to camp, I guarantee you that you'll have the time of your life there. Sometimes, it's not just about where you are, but who you are with.
Other than that, Glenn recently moved to the same block as me so we've been going to school together for a few days now. It's pretty nice to have someone accompanying you on the way to school, especially when the bus journey like freaking long! For those wondering, my boy's pretty cool about me going to school with another guy because, well, I quote him, "Glenn is my friend and at least he can take care of you so I won't mind." I still meet my boy in the morning to walk to school together anyway.
Gonna end here really abruptly because I need to use the toilet! I'll update again soon, with pictures from my new camera, once I'm back for camp! Stay tuned! X0X0
