I am a Belieber and I've been a proud one since 2010. I've been asked on my ask.fm what makes me a BIG fan of Justin and my answer was this (link). I can't say that being a Belieber is easy because I'm always gonna get hate for it. More often than not, I get insulted for supporting Justin and honestly, the insults are getting pretty lame. Beliebers are immature 13-year-olds? This insult has been used over and over again from 2009-2013. Do you think Beliebers are Peter Pan(s) and we don't ever grow up? Justin Bieber is gay? You're hating on him just because he got famous before his voice broke? Wow, you gotta be more matured than those 13-year-old Beliebers. Besides, maybe you should check on the meaning of gay before you use the word loosely.

You don't have to agree with my opinion, but the very least you could do is to RESPECT him and RESPECT other people's opinion of him. You don't have to like his music but we all know that this boy is talented. You can't fucking deny that. As of May 2013, Justin has been nominated for 162 awards and have won 85. In 2012, Forbes magazine named him as the third-most powerful celebrity in the world. He is also only artist to have notched five No. 1 albums before turning 19 years old. These are just some of the many achievements Justin has and yet, people are calling him an untalented fag. I don't usually give a shit as to what others say but what happened during the Billboards Award 2013 really set me off.

Along with Taylor Swift and Bruno Mars, Justin Bieber was nominated for the Billboard Milestone Award and the first-ever winner for this award is Justin. But he was greeted by a chorus of boos before he could even make his speech. That was just extremely rude and uncalled for. Justin has worked his fucking ass off and we can all see that. He won the award fair and square. I can't say that I agree with every decision Justin made (going back to Selena certainly isn't one that I agree with) but I will ALWAYS support him, no matter what happens. Justin isn't perfect - nobody is, but HE DESERVES RESPECT FOR HIS MUSIC ABILITIES AND FOR WORKING HARD.

He doesn't even look happy that he has won the award. Just look at those eyes. They are saying that he's tired, tired of all the hate he's getting. What did he do to deserve all these? That's a question I will never be able to answer. I will never understand the amount of hate he gets. Sure, Justin can be conceited and cocky and he screws up sometimes, but he is also incredibly generous and kind. You have to be a Belieber to understand. The microscope he's under is massive and EVERY SINGLE DAMN THING he does is critisized by both haters and some Beliebers.

This needs to stop before he reaches his breaking point because we have no idea what will happen when he reaches it and I hate to think of it. I worry for him and his music. He saved me and I think now it is the time for us to save him.

We finally caught up with each other after four long years of not meeting up. So glad that it wasn't awkward at all and we had so much fun laughing at the littlest things. Love my banana to bits ♡








Went for my school's Freshmen Bonding Camp and I met lots of crazy people, especially Louie and Rebecca. I promised Louie that I'll blog about them but I'm almost two months late :X Well, better late than never right ahahahhahaa. Okay, that was just a lousy excuse :(


Caught up with Vernon after about four months and cleared some of the misunderstandings we had.



Back to Greendale for the annual honours' day celebration. I spent four years of my secondary school life wanting to graduate but it just felt so good to be back; back to a familiar environment, catching up with my friends and talking to teachers who made an impact in my life. I miss secondary school life :(


Sports and Wellness attire. I'm telling you that Sports and Wellness sucks. I've never been a sports person an having strict coach who picks on me over the littlest things doesn't help. Whatever, I just hope that the module ends soon.


While we waiting for the sunlight to appear for our location production outdoor shoot.



A few photos for my digital photography class pre-tutorial mini photoshoot. By the way, photography really isn't as easy as it seems. Most of the photos I've taken are below average and it gets really demoralising after some time. Photography used to be something I enjoyed but it's more of a chore now. However, I won't give up that easily! Hopefully, I'll get better at this!


It was NP's 50th anniversary so we had a retro dress day whereby most of us came in retro clothing and this was my outfit of the day.




Photos with Jacinta, who went to change her outfit because she's a vainpot like that hahahahaha.


Ee Ter and me! This guy is sooooo sweet - the other day I was feeling down he sent me an unexpected text which cheered me up a lot.


My soulmate, Chelsea, and me! We have so many things in common that it's kinda scary O.O


Debbie, me and Chelsea!


Went to Astons with my clique after our outdoor photoshoot at the Botanic Gardens!






And here are some of the photos from my ourdoor shoot. Turns out, none of the above were good photos... BUT I WILL NOT GIVE UP.






Had a three hour break because one of our tutorial was cancelled and this was what happened hahahaha.


Random pictures I found from when I was working at Metro Sengkang:
This about sums up my working experience at Metro. even though I complained every single day when I was there and met many two-faced people, I never regretted working there because of the amazing friends I made there ♡


My NP50 shirt in XS, which is way too big for me. Yup, short/small people's problems.


My new necklace that my mama got for me! ♡


Showing this jiaobin because I really hate the sun and filming under hot weather is such a torture.


Following the what puberty did to me hashtag trend. Apparently puberty didn't do much to me in terms of height wtf.


It amazes me how I can still find my things. Been wanting to clean my desk up but nah, ain't nobody got time for that!








Impromptu meet up/catch up in the middle of the night with Max/tinydeeks/titsnclits/kinkypony/henson/pope jr./lonely qt boy. He has so many nicknames that I can no longer keep up wtf.


Shopping with my bbygirl whom I haven't met since she stopped schooling! So glad that things are still the same between us ♡♡♡






Had a late dinner with Yongchuan and Nadirah two days ago and it has been over three months since the three of us last hung out together. So glad that we were able to meet up despite our busy schedule. ♡


My peaNAD who's a strong girl and I admire her for that. She has helped countless times and I'm thankful to her for that. Though we had a small misunderstanding, everything's fine now and I hope things stay this way. I can't wait for this peaNAD to be back from Malaysia because I have so many things I wanna tell her! ♡


My irritating dad, Poyo, who was sweet enough to fetch me from school that day. Even though he annoys the fuck out of me sometimes, I'm grateful for all the times he gave me advices, treated me to movies/food, bought me little things, and made me laugh when I'm feeling upset. ♡

I think the main reason I'm not crying tonight is because I tried. I gave everything I had in my power for something, someone, who meant so much to me, and that's okay.

You had a good girl who loved you despite your imperfections, and she was willing to go through hell and back by your side, yet you let her slip and let her go. She loved you even when you least deserved it, and you couldn't see that. You couldn't see that at all.

He didn't love me back. Or maybe he did, but he let his ego consume him. Our story has come to a standstill, and I'm back to square one.

I have loved in a love so great, with all my heart. It still humbles me, that's the best part.

I've got my head held high and a heart full of pride, I'm stronger today than I ever was before.

Goodnight, goodbye.

Look at you. You're young. And you're scared.
Why are you so scared?
Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words.
Stop caring about what other people think.
Wear what you want. Say what you want.
Listen to the kind of music you want to listen to.
Play it loud as fuck and dance to it.
Go out for a midnight drive, forget that you have school the next day.
Live now. Do now. Take risks. The life is yours.
When are you going to realise that you can do whatever you want?

People always ask me why do I like returning to my secondary school that much when I couldn't wait to get out just a year ago. My answer is this: I feel indebted to the school. I am where I am today because of the school; because of the great and patient teachers who never stopped giving their best, because of the amazing friends I made there who were willing to sacrifice their sleep during the holidays just to make sure I have a portfolio ready for the interview to my dream course.

If not for my Maths teacher, I wouldn't bother to work hard, try to prove her wrong, and pass Maths in the end. If not for my Chinese teacher, I would have never gotten a B3. My English teachers were the ones who cultivated my love for writing; without them, I probably would have abandoned my blog long ago. My Science teachers who never gave up on me even though my Science was beyond horrendous. There were just too many teachers that made a positive impact in my life and I am eternally grateful.

From a young age, my mom has always taught me to 饮水思源 (literally: when you're drinking water, remember the source) and that is why I never hesitate to give study tips whenever somebody asks me (even though I may not be very good at it) or encourage my juniors. To me, it's like giving back to the school what the school gave me. And I want to keep doing that.

On a side note, here's a vlog I made after I received numerous questions about did I mug for O Level and how to score well for Maths/English. It's my first time doing a vlog and it turned out to be too long-winded but oh well, I tried my best. I might do another vlog if the response is good and if I have the time. Anyway, I won't say that I'm the best person to answer these question but I am really honoured that you guys are asking me these questions :') Love y'all!

I've been taking an interest in the general elections happening in Malaysia now that I'm old enough to understand what's going on. I feel like the current Malaysian government is getting more desperate as the days passed by. I've heard of corruptions happening in the government but I never thought that it would be this bad.

I will not go into details about how rigged this election is but one thing for sure: watching the general elections in Malaysia made me glad that I'm living in Singapore. Sure, the cost of living is high (and still rising), and it is stressful living here as a student, especially when education means almost everything, but things are still good and our government isn't corrupted.

We have many foreign talent, but our safety isn't compromised. The system here we have is fair and just, regardless of race, language or religion, just like how our national pledge states.

We are one of the few countries that achieved almost universal education at the primary and the secondary levels; our government ensures we have a common core knowledge by introducing the compulsory education system.

The guys are forced to serve NS but if they don't protect our country, who will?

We complain about having our pay deducted because of CPF but it is because of the CPF that we are forced to save up for rainy days.

Yes, there are still many things I don't like about the Singapore system (like the influx of foreign talent) but the good outweigh the bad. You know, I think that sometimes we take too many things for granted.