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I initially considered not announcing this on my blog because he is a rather private person and my family and friends are worried about how everyone would react since I moved on rather quickly after my last break up. But I know people will find out anyway (my ask.fm is already flooded with questions about him lol) and I don't want to hide our relationship so here it is!
All my friends were ecstatic when I broke the news to them; everyone enthusiastically asked me what happened and they were all so caring that I felt like the luckiest girl alive. But I also felt like the meanest girl ever because I was never that excited when my friends tell me about their crushes. :X I'M SORRY I PROMISE I WILL BE A BETTER FRIEND AND LEARN TO BE HAPPY FOR OTHERS.
Okay, back to the topic. I met him last year and all these while we were good friends - if you read my embarrassing blog post some time back you would know about it. I call that blog post embarrassing because that sneaky guy read my post but didn't tell me about it much later -___-
I know I've always said that I don't believe in NS relationships but I'm willing to let my heart take this risk. A lot of people warned me that it's gonna be difficult, that he's not always gonna be here for me when I need him to be, but somehow I just know that everything will be okay. For the first time in my life, I really feel secured - that's all I needed to know that he's worth the risk. This time might be different.
Maybe, just maybe. :)
I initially considered not announcing this on my blog because he is a rather private person and my family and friends are worried about how everyone would react since I moved on rather quickly after my last break up. But I know people will find out anyway (my ask.fm is already flooded with questions about him lol) and I don't want to hide our relationship so here it is!
All my friends were ecstatic when I broke the news to them; everyone enthusiastically asked me what happened and they were all so caring that I felt like the luckiest girl alive. But I also felt like the meanest girl ever because I was never that excited when my friends tell me about their crushes. :X I'M SORRY I PROMISE I WILL BE A BETTER FRIEND AND LEARN TO BE HAPPY FOR OTHERS.
Okay, back to the topic. I met him last year and all these while we were good friends - if you read my embarrassing blog post some time back you would know about it. I call that blog post embarrassing because that sneaky guy read my post but didn't tell me about it much later -___-
I know I've always said that I don't believe in NS relationships but I'm willing to let my heart take this risk. A lot of people warned me that it's gonna be difficult, that he's not always gonna be here for me when I need him to be, but somehow I just know that everything will be okay. For the first time in my life, I really feel secured - that's all I needed to know that he's worth the risk. This time might be different.
Maybe, just maybe. :)
For some weird reasons that I cannot fathom, time passes by too quickly when I'm with you; hours seem like minutes, and minutes seem like seconds. I wish I could stop time and live in that moment forever so that I would never lose sight of your face, the comfort of your touch, or the taste of your kiss.
“Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”
than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”
I chanced upon this really cliché quote and thought of you.
That was what happened to us, wasn't it?
We picked up the pieces and tried to put them together again. And again. And again.
But no matter how hard we tried looking for them, some pieces were still missing.
And even after we resembled them, the cracks were visible.
We tried to hard to fix what we had but we ended up hurting ourselves in the end.
I wish there was a chance to say I'm sorry though.
Because of my stubbornness, I hurt the both of us.
I should have let you go when you tried to walk away the first time.