It has been six long months . I miss you more than anything else ...

A meaningful song :) It's Christmas today . But instead of wishing my readers Merry Christmas like every blog I've been to , I'll tell you the story of Christmas :) . Have you ever wondered why are we called Christians , why is it Christmas ? It's all about Christ . Christmas is Jesus' birthday . He was born on this day . I'm sure many of you have heard about how He died for us on the Cross . And just like me when I was younger , I'm pretty sure you guys are thinking "how is this possible?" But I can assure each and everyone of you that it is possible . God was the one who created us , he made us in His image . And He loves me , you , us . Which parent doesn't love his/her own child ? I know many of you are skeptical - if God loves us , why is there suffering ? If God loves me , why is he making my life so difficult ? I've asked myself these questions too . But if you never felt pain , then how would you know that He's a Healer ? If you never went through difficulties , how would you know that He's a Deliverer ? If you never had a trial , how could you call yourself an overcomer ? If you never felt sadness , how would you know that He's a Comforter? If you never made a mistake , how would you know that I'm forgiving? If you knew all , how would you know that He will answer your questions ? If you never were in trouble , how would you know that He will come to your rescue ? If you never were broken , then how would know that He can make you whole ? If you never had a problem , How would you know that He can solve them ? If you never had any suffering , then how would you know what Jesus went through ? If you never went through the fire , then how would you become pure ? If He gave you all things , how would you appreciate them? If He never corrected you , how would you know that I love you ? If you had all power , then how would you learn to depend on Him ? If your life was perfect , then what would you need Him for ? You see , everything happens for a reason . Jesus was left hanging on the Cross for 6 hours . He was whipped as many times as the number of illness there was during that time . He was rejected , despised , beaten and punished . He suffered what we should have suffered because He loves us . There's really so many things God has done for us , and there's no words to describe what Jesus went through . I don't know where to start . So maybe I'll just start from how did my life change after I accepted God into my life . As a child , I was really sickly . I'll get sick easily and at least once in every 3 months will I have fever . You can imagine how sucky it was . I remember there was this once when I had a high fever for 2 whole weeks and couldn't attend school . But these days , I don't get sick easily , and the only time I don't attend school is when I overslept . This is just one of the many miracles God has done in my life . Whenever I'm out and it's raining , I pray to God . And the rain will stop . I always turn to God , whenever I'm sad and He'll always be there for me . Whenever I'm happy , I can feel God and His angels rejoicing together with me . I'm scared of the dark but God never fails to be there when I'm scared . What's the point of me telling all these ? It's Jesus' birthday today and I'm sure he would want me to bring people closer to God :) .

Faith is full assurance in the heart . And faith to those who do not believe , is foolishness .

It was dark . I couldn't see nor breathe . The world was spinning . I broke into cold sweat as I struggled to keep my eyes opened . I cried . Each time I blink , I wondered if it'll be the last time my eyes close . Then I felt someone putting his arm around me . I knew then , I was safe . Safe in his arms .

The past week's been HECTIC , outings and gatherings . So many things but so little time ! Looking forward to tomorrow though :D School in less than 2 weeks :( . On a side note , it has been 3 years since Born To Shine Musical . I really miss rushing to rehearsals , hearing praises after each performance and playing with those little kids . But time cannot rewind , and even though I'll probably miss that day for the rest of my life , I know those memories will remain in my heart . Anyway , met up with Jackfruit yesterday . Although it was a short period of time , it was fruitful . We literally talked non-stop from the moment we met . In short , life has been ... Great . I'll let the pictures speak for themselves now .

I feel that I somehow lost the enthusiasm in blogging. And I guess I'll be leaving my blog with some photos taken at Shareen Ee Ee's wedding yesterday night .

It's easy to toy with someone's feelings , play with a person's heart , make a fool out of someone , make someone cry . But you'll never know how hard it is until you are the one being toyed , played, fooled and the one who cried .

A huge pack of letters which I've kept. From friends , seniors and my ex . I opened up some letters to read and didn't know how to fold them back (okay , I admit , I was too LAZY to fold them back) . Some letters even date back to 2008 ! Reminiscences . I still have all those notes passed in class during P4 , and little slips of paper with "Good luck!" written on it during the PSLE period . I'm actually someone who keeps things junks very well . HAHAHA .
On a side note , recently, I'm having the urge to write again . To pen down my feelings . To think about things . My body hasn't been feeling well though . I get so tired easily , of everyone , everything . Feel like curling on my bed now .

Just because I'm not begging for you doesn't mean that I don't want you just as bad . Just because I'm not crying doesn't mean that I don't care , or that I'm not sad . Just because I don't text you every night doesn't mean that I don't wanna talk to you . Just because I wished you all the best , doesn't mean that I've stopped loving you .

Okay , I'm really sorry for posting up these requested pictures so late , but I misplaced my camera and only found it recently :( . So yeah , this post will be mainly pictures instead of words .
Some overdue pictures :B

Yixin's birthday chalet ,




























Post exams activity ,








East Coast with besties ,









And here are some requested pictures :) .

It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone :
You get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times ,
You take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them .
Anyone can be taken , at any time in our lives ,
But we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to before .