I know I haven't been blogging much lately but I was really busy with some stuff. Now that the bridging program is over, I'll have more time to blog. Nothing much has been happening in my life, actually. But still, I couldn't find time to blog. I guess I'm just so exhausted from school everyday that I don't even have the mood to blog anymore.

My camera is spoilt because I brought my camera, which isn't waterproof, to Wild Wild Wet thinking that it would not get wet. Yeah, I'm dumb like that. So I'm actually wondering if I should get a new camera instead of repairing it as the warranty doesn't cover my camera if water enters it, does it? So yea, I figured getting a new camera would be more worth it. I frequently use my camera so I really can't live without it. I've been thinking if I wanna get a normal point and shoot cam or a DSLR/Semi SLR. Any suggestions? In the meantime, there won't be any photos since my camera isn't working. I'll just rant and blog a lot to make it up to you guys.

Along with the awesome people in my life, I've been planning my 16th birthday celebration. It's gonna be a memorable one so I'm really excited :). I won't reveal too much in case it doesn't work out and you guys would laugh at me T^T. I'm also planning to do a giveaway for you people on my birthday but I'll see how it goes first.

It's gonna be my sweet sixteen and I'm really excited about it. I didn't celebrate my birthdays for the past couple of years because my clique back then was really... I can't even find the right word for it. In short, they had all sorts of excuses for not celebrating my birthday with me on the actual day. They said that they would eventually plan a belated celebration for me but well. It never happened. I'm not with the same group of friends now, and even though there were fond memories I have of the friendship, I'm glad I have nothing to do with them now. Just two of them, actually.

Anyway, back to my birthday. If everything goes as planned, I'll be celebrating my birthday with quite a bunch of people but mainly, my loved ones. I.e. Stinkyboy (if you have followed me on twitter, you would know who is it), my besties/clique, and some really close friends. Although it's gonna happen around late December, I am all wired about it. There's so many people I would like to thank if this everything goes well.

Today's 11/11/11. Did any of you make wishes today? My wish probably wouldn't come true but it doesn't hurt to dream, does it? I'm feeling kinda upset about some things right now so I guess I would end of here. Stay tuned! xx

Life's a bitch. One moment you feel like you're the happiest girl on the face of this puzzling globe, the next moment, you find yourself being thrown mercilessly back down the deck of deep bottomless shit holes.

It's already November and the year is coming to an end. School haven't ended for me as I've got Bridging Program and sub-papers going on. Everything's going on rather well, I guess. I haven't blog in a while because my laptop was down but it's okay now so I guess I'll just update a little bit about my life.

I promoted to Secondary 4 Express next year and I guess I gotta buck up and study real hard for my O levels next year. I haven't been feeling well recently though, so this won't be a long post. To know more about my life, follow me on my twitter (xMiamour). Other than that, to those who were asking on my formspring, stinkyboy and me are kinda complicated right now but we're good. So yup. Maybe things will stay like this for a long time, maybe it won't. Who knows? I believe that people in love will remember the things they do to each other, be it good or bad. So if something bad was done by a party and they're still together, it is not because they forget. It is because they forgive.

I read this saying/story online around last year and chanced upon it again. Just thought of sharing it with you guys coz it's meaningful to me.

"The trouble with if only is that it doesn't change anything. It keeps the person facing the wrong way — backward instead of forward. It wastes time. In the end, if you let it become a habit, it can become a real roadblock — an excuse for not trying anymore.

Everyone makes mistakes. Mistakes are what we learn from. But when you were telling me about them, lamenting this, regretting that, you weren't really learning from them. You never got out of the past tense. Not once did you mention the future. And in a way, you were enjoying it. There's a perverse streak in all of us that makes us like to hash over old mistakes. After all, when you relate the story of some disaster or disappointment that has happened to you, you're still the chief character, still in the center of the stage.

The only remedy is switching the focus, change the key words and substituting a phrase that supplies lift instead of creating drag . Strike out the words 'if only'; substitute the phrase NEXT TIME. If someone keeps saying ' if only ', he's in trouble. But when he looks me in the eye and says next time, I know he's on his way to overcoming his problem. It means he has decided to apply the lessons he has learned from his experience, however grim or painful it may have been. It means he's going to push aside the roadblock of regret, move forward, take action, resume living.

Try it yourself. You'll see."

So if all we have is that glance in the window. If all we have is till this train stops. If all we have is till the sun comes up, till your lift picks you up. And if all we have is till the day I die. I'm okay with what we have.