He's not going to be there for you 24/7.
 You're not a princess, even though he likes to treat you like one from time to time.
He's not going to protect you from all the broken shards of glass headed your way, you need to fend for yourself too.
You're not going to have everything your way, you need to think for him too.
He's not going to constantly remind you you're strong because he doesn't have to if he really believed it.
You can't stick to him like glue, you don't even have to if you're already bound by souls.
Lastly, you can't be afraid of the littlest things that may affect what the two of you have.

There can not, and should not, ever be fear in a heart full of love.

In the blink of an eye, it's already December. I'm wondering if 2012 even happened at all - time flies by so fast. Last year, this time, I was just lazing around at home, wondering if I can even pass my O Levels. Now, I'm done with my O Levels and I'm just anxiously waiting for my results.

Life has been REAL boring for me as it's just work work work. Like they say, all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. I feel just like that right now. So anyway, seeing how this December started, I feel like it it's is gonna be a kick ass one and I better be ready!!! ^.^

I met up with Yingying at Compass Point the other day to pass her her earrings which was sent to my house and at the same time, meet up with bby and accompany Bad Luck Yihong for dinner. More about his bad luck later XD



After bby headed back to work, Yingying and I decided to go to the Sculpture Park to camwhore coz we couldn't find a place in Compass Point.


Ootd. I'm too lazy to type out where I got my items from individually but EVERYTHING on me is brought online and is below $15.






I knocked into something on my way down which explains my awkward hands. No, I am not trying to be a model LOL.


Yingying bleached and coloured her hair the day before and it's so pretty I'm jelly :(


We waited very long for the LRT to come so that I can take a photo with it hahahaha!




Our failed jump shot HAHAHAHA.






Just look at our crazy hair LOLOLOL.








I don't know how can Yingying look like :D when's she's jumping but I look like XD -___-


Lollipop Yingying HAHAHAHAHA.















We then headed back to Compass Point to join Yihong for dinner as he has been eating alone because he's the only one that is of a different shift from us LOL. Not only that, because he's a different shift, he will not receive the free gifts from Metro for Chirstmas and New Year as only those in afternoon shift the day before will get the gifts. There's still other reasons as to why he's Bad Luck Yihong but I'm too lazy to list them down lolol.


Bad luck Yihong and me!





After Yihong went back to work, we shopped around Metro (IKR, work at Metro and still shop at Metro wtf) and I found out that they sell Justin Bieber's Someday there! HYPERVENTILATES!!! But I didn't buy it in the end because I wanted to wait for my pay first. My mommy then called and I bid goodbye to Yingying and headed over to meet up with my family from Malaysia.























It was a tiring but fruitful day. There's  so many more things I'm looking forward to in December! I absolutely can't wait!!!

The bumps and scratches along the way give you texture.
And we call this texture: life.
Life has taught me lots of things lessons never will.
I've learned happiness don't come knocking on your doorsteps twice so don't take anything for granted.
Never look back and regret because regretting is a appalling waste of energy and
at one point, everything I did was exactly everything I wanted to do.
 Life is still life. It's still tough, complicated, and more than a little messy,
with lessons to be learned, mistakes to be made, triumphs and disappointments to be had,
and not every day is meant to be a party.

Imagine meeting someone whom you never knew would mean so much to you. Talking to them everyday, looking forward to the texts they would send you. A good morning text, a good night text. Every single time you're feeling down, they're the first person to cheer you up. Instantly. The person who can truly make you smile, without even trying. The one you look forward to seeing everyday, talking to every morning, till late at night. The one that truly makes you happy. The trust you have for them is so strong.

Then your feelings start to kick in. You start to fall for them. You fall for them real hard, even though you know you shouldn't because it wouldn't end up well. You confess that you have feelings for them. They end up feeling the same way. As time passes by, you end up together. You tell them you love them, and they say they love you back. You start to hang out with them a lot more and you fall for them more and more each day. Nothing could be more perfect. The one that you've always wanted is yours.

But one day, it all disappears. Everything starts to fall apart. They no longer love you, they no longer have feelings for you. You mean nothing to them anymore. Everything that you ever shared, they're now gone. Everything that they said to you was a lie. You've lost not only a lover, but also a best friend.

It hurts, doesn't it?

The empty space I'd had in my heart for years has been filled to overflowing wry our renewed friendship.

Old friends really are the best friends.

There's never another best friend quite like your first.

I went to bleach + dye my hair today with my tiongxim, Chrislyn! :D It has been almost two years since we last went out together and I had a great time catching up with her! This not an advertorial and I am not sponsored. I dyed my hair at Snip Avenue (Hougang branch) and it was done by Janet. They did not have pink dye so with Janet's recommendation, I chose purple instead.










My bleach being mixed!






Bleaching in progress...


My hair felt rather heavy when they put the cling wrap on my hair O_o




My pretty tiongxim!




After bleaching, it was a super ugly yellow/copper tone. Ew!






After drying, it's time to put on the purple dye and let it set in! I think it was at this time when this weird ass guy came and try to chat with me. I don't know why but he gave me the creeps O_O He also volunteered to bring Chrislyn and me to the bus stop after I'm done with my hair. ._.


"OMG, it's purple!!!"


It's not very obvious now but after a few washes, it will become more obvious! ^-^


How my hair looks like with flash! I called it the Ribena colour! Well, it looks like grape jam too... Maybe I'll call it grape jam instead coz it sounds tasty! And yes, this explains my weird post title :x













HAHAHA, Chrislyn is a monsterrrrrrrrrrrr!!!


Both our faces in this photo = HAHAHAHAHA.






OOTD/WIWT. Dressed down because I knew that I was going to spend a long period of time in the saloon! And indeed, I spent 3 hours in a saloon O.O

That's all for now! Till the next time,  X0X0.