2013 has been a crazy ride. So far, this year, I got disappointed by my O Level results, ended my previous relationship of 2.5 years, and ended it again, and ended it for good (lol ikr), enrolled in Ngee Ann Polytechnic, School of Film and Media Studies, Mass Communication and attended their Freshmen Bonding Camp, dyed my hair green, wrote a (virtual) letter...Read More

We spend our whole lives pursuing happiness. Maybe it's because of the fairytales we read when we were younger. They all lived happily ever after, didn't they?  And so, we fall in love over and over again in hopes of finding the right one that will bring us a lifetime of happiness. We study hard so that we can have a higher chance...Read More

I guess I've grown to learn that everyone leaves someday. I don't mean to sound like a bitter teenager but the truth is, as you grow up, your circle of friends will inevitably become smaller. I no longer wish to please everybody, or get to know more people, because the people I have in my life is enough. It scares me how everything...Read More

My boyfriend reminded me yesterday that I haven't been updating my blog. I told him that I don't know how to write anymore and I have nothing to talk about anyway. But my mind wouldn't shut up about this so I need to let this out. Before I go on, I just want to gently remind whoever reading this: I am only writing...Read More

Last week's long awaited retail therapy with Chelsea was a need, not a want. With assignments piling in accompanied by the fact that I don't have many friends in class, school hasn't really been the most fun place to be lately. I don't know why but I just don't click with most of the class even though it's been a month. By that...Read More

It's been a year since I started working as a temporary cashier at Metro Sengkang and I can't believe how much my life has changed since. I learned so many things just by working there; I learned the value of friendship, and to not trust just anybody. I learned to be independent and stand up for myself. When I started work, I was...Read More

The way you tilt my head so that you can kiss me when I try to hide away from your kisses. The way you stop your games just to talk to me when I'm having PMS. The way you insist on fetching me from the bus stop when it's raining. The way you playfully bite my finger when I point it at you....Read More

I've been feeling so blessed, so contented, so thankful recently. It's been so long since I last felt this way and my life is honestly perfect now. I guess that's the reason for my lack of updates; I write very often when I'm feeling upset but recently, I've been feeling all the good vibes so there's nothing else that I can complain about....Read More

Not exactly the best photos we have together but we both look so happy. And that's what love is about - being happy together, isn't it? It's always a great time whenever I'm with you, even if we just stay indoors and stalk people or watch some lame videos. Till your next book out! :) ...Read More

:) I initially considered not announcing this on my blog because he is a rather private person and my family and friends are worried about how everyone would react since I moved on rather quickly after my last break up. But I know people will find out anyway (my ask.fm is already flooded with questions about him lol) and I don't want to...Read More

For some weird reasons that I cannot fathom, time passes by too quickly when I'm with you; hours seem like minutes, and minutes seem like seconds. I wish I could stop time and live in that moment forever so that I would never lose sight of your face, the comfort of your touch, or the taste of your kiss. For some weird reasons...Read More

“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken  than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.” I chanced upon this really cliché quote and thought of you. That was what happened to us, wasn't it? We picked up the pieces and tried to put them together again. And again. And again. But no matter how hard we tried looking...Read More

Maybe I'm scared because you occupy my mind so much there's no space for anything else. Maybe I'm scared because you mean so much more to me than anyone else. Maybe I'm scared because I didn't think it was possible to think of someone so much. Maybe I'm scared because I fell but you might not be ready to catch me. Maybe I'm...Read More

Promise me that you will not leave as soon as things get tough or difficult. Don't just leave if I make a mistake. I can't stand to see another walk away like he did. ...Read More

A few days ago, I came across a quote that I liked so much, I made a wallpaper with it so that I will be reminded everyday. Coincidentally, this quote is by my all-time favourite author, C.S. Lewis. To me, love is just like an investment, a very dangerous one. Every tiny bit of you is at stake and love doesn't take anything...Read More

I hate father's day. Every father's day I see girls (mostly) posting about their fathers, showing how much of a daddy's girl they are to their father. I hate that. I feel like they are mocking me, taunting me, because I've never experienced the same amount of love from my father, and that I probably never would in the future. To be honest,...Read More

Last month, I randomly decided to dye my hair blue after my green hair has faded. I'm not really excited to blog about it as it turned out a lot darker than expected and I didn't really like it a lot since it kinda looked like black indoors. I didn't bother to take too many photos of it either since it was just...Read More

I'm sorry that I haven't been updating lately. I've been feeling moody recently. I can't explain what's happening in my life either but I just really don't feel like talking to anyone. I've somewhat forgotten how to put my feelings into words but writing has always been a way for me to vent my frustrations so here goes... This is a rather personal...Read More

If you're not following me on Instagram, I actually dyed my hair blonde. To be honest, I don't really care about what your opinion of my hair is because all I want to do is to have fun with my hair while I can. I mean, why should I take myself so seriously when I still have the time to be young? If...Read More

Day 1 // Day 2 // Day 3 // Day 4 This is the state of my side of the hotel room before checking out wtf. Never put two messy girls on a trip together. We woke up at around 10am that day, watched some TV, packed up, and checked out of the hotel to fully utilize whatever time we have left there....Read More