Sometimes you forget that I am only human too.
I have days when I feel horrible too.

And today's just one of them;
One of the days I think too much.

Is this a test?
What does this mean?

The temptation is too great.

I have never been one to fail,
Especially not in this area.

Sometimes I ask myself why;
Do I see this as a challenge?

Am I just challenging myself?
I love challenges.

I know I can if I try.
But should I try?

Damn.

I scare myself so much.
How can I have such a terrible thought?

Why am I feeling this way?
What have I become?

I'm not a good person.
I'm horrible.

I don't know who I am anymore.