That's what it feels like when you touch me . Like millions of tiny universes being born and then dying in the space between yur finger and my skin . Sometimes I forget .

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On an unrelated note ..

So I've decided to throw the caution away . I won't be afraid of losing myself . I won't be afraid of the past . I won't be afraid to cry , to frown , and to feel .

More importantly , I will live , laugh and love . I will believe . And I will have faith .

I will .

The thought of rewinding my time back into this afternoon is totally repugnant to me . One of the worse days of my life . Felt worse than shit . But I was surprised I managed to abscond from hell alive , narrow escape indeed . Ahhh , don't wish to elaborate further about the happenings . Three words for this day , FML .

Watched Shrek Forever After with Xueying , Yingying & Vanessa today .
The movie itself was awesome , but it was a bad day , for both Yingying & me ,
So I didn't really enjoy the movie much D: .

I thought that things were always so beautiful between the both of us until it turned into a perfect disaster . Everything starts crashing down and we begin to grow apart . Those words you said laid such a great impact on me that they would definitely be etched in my heart deeply till the end of time . Not if only you could realize that you meant so much to me that now , I feel so empty from the minute you left . I once believed your love was fixed into my life to complete me back into a whole but for a moment , it came to my knowledge that everything was just a big mistake from the start I suppose ...

Got back all our papers & all I can say is I'm happy with my Maths cause I finally passed with a 54/100 (HUGE improvement from my CT1's 7 & CT2's 3) .
Also happy with my Literature cause I topped 2e3 xD .
But very disappointed with my English . Nevertheless , I'll work harder for EOY ^^

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"You'll never meet another guy like me again ."
Yeah , I sure hope not . :)

I've always treated you as my best friends , both of you . But in return , what did I get ? Betrayal from one and disappointment after disappointment from the other .

I wonder if both of you are worth all these hurt , all these time .

Sometimes , the problem with us is that we fix too much . When met with obstacles and problems , our immediate reaction is to solve , to repair , to fix .

I've come to realise that it's not so much about the reparations & changes you could have made . You don't have to try and change or rearrange anything . You just have to make peace with things exactly the way they turned out to be .

Learn to understand the issue . Why it happened . Why you dealt with things in such a way . & the effects of yur response . & move forward with that strength of understanding .


Don't fix . Sometimes , it's ok to move on .

MYE has finally ended :) , hohoho . No matter what's the results , I'll be contented , cause I studied hard for it this time . Heh , and Regine is happy today (: .
Awwwwz . I didn't blog for too blog , lost touch of blogging already . I don't know how to start !
Alrights , I should briefly sum up everything .
These few days after MYE , I'm like always with Vanessa , Xueying and Yingying , at Hougangmall , Compasspoint or Anchovale . and a lot interesting stuffs happen , till I don't know where to start . Like the ahpui , shemale and consipation , our new obsession :D

The Last Song was superb ! Caught it with Joann yesterday and watched it again today with JinYee , Yingying and Xueying .
"Sometimes , you have to be apart from the people you love , but that doesn't make you love them any less . Sometimes , it makes you love them more ."
"We're not perfect . Any of us . We make mistakes , we screw up but then we forgive and move forward ."

Ohoh , and today after Lc when that teacher collected my paper , he looked @ my name (think so) then he say , "you're Jinyee's girlf?" . HAHAH :$

All the haters , I swear they look so small from up here , cause we’re bigger :D

So take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as You will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small

No gift's too small

Vanessa treated me to watch The Bounty Hunter . Like so awesome only right !
Pity the movie wasn't as awesome as I thought it would be . But still , it's quite funny :B

Life is making mistakes .
& death is wishing you had made more .

许多时候，我们拍照，是为了把美好的时光记载下来。
没有人会在伤心的时候拍照留念。
于是，
有幸福的结婚照，没有凄惨的离婚照。
有宝宝满月派队的照片，却没有人会在死亡告别仪式上拍照。
拍照，是为了不想让美丽的回忆被流逝，被淡忘。

但许多时候，那些没被相机记录下来的画面和生活，反而在我们脑海里
更加清晰，更有感触。不是吗？

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Going on a hiatus till the end of MYE .
Wish me luck ! :]

Alrights . So I haven't update a lot lately.
Everything's alright again , now . Thank God (: .
I feel that I'm starting to like have a connection with God already , all over again .
This kinda feelings really rock totheverymax (: .
I'm veryhappy ;D .

"Yur word is a lamp to guide my feet and a light for my path ." - Psalm 119:105 .
"You are my refuge and my shield; I have put my hope in Yur word ." - Psalm 119:114

Thank You Lord ,
For the second chance given to me .
I won't give up so easily anymore .

HJY(: .

I am stronger than I was .
& I thank God for going through this tough period of time with me .
ILY(: .

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I learnt that things change , people change .
And it doesn't means you can change to past , forget the past , or cover it up .
It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories .
Letting go doesn't means giving up . It simply means , accepting that some things just aren't meant to be .
However , I am fully aware that the hardest part in moving on is never looking back . Sighz .
Sometimes , we must get hurt in order to grow , we must fall in order to know . And sometimes our vision only clears away after our eyes has been washed by our tears .