Why can't I just let this go?

Why can't you see the efforts I've put in, trying to maintain this friendship?

Why can't I be anybody else?

Why do these feelings keep coming back to me?

I've learned to accept that some things are just not meant to be.

I've learned to accept the fact that some people just come and go.

I've come to accept that that nobody will be there for you forever.

I've come to accept all the changes in my life. 

You.

You have no idea how much you meant to me.

You have no idea how I looked up to you.

You have no idea how that little action of yours hurt me.

I will find the courage to walk out of this. Someday.