Thinking about the future worries me. I don't know where am I heading to. I love being in the spotlight, I love the media, I love writing. But as things start to get competitive, as things start to get serious, I see myself falling. How many people chose to work in this industry and come out alive? That handful. I used to be so sure that I made the right decision, but now even my faith is wavering. I know they say follow your dreams, but what if your dreams are too unrealistic? We all want to be happy at the end of the day. But what truly makes me happy?