Sometimes you forget that I am only human too. I have days when I feel horrible too. And today's just one of them; One of the days I think too much. Is this a test? What does this mean? The temptation is too great. I have never been one to fail, Especially not in this area. Sometimes I ask myself why; Do I...Read More
A couple of days back, I received a very strange and unexpected email. The title read "A letter from May 17th, 2013." I opened it thinking it's just another junk mail; never did I expect that it would actually bring me to a trip down memory lane. Apparently, it was a letter I wrote to myself exactly a year ago. I cannot even...Read More
Note: Except for cropping, all photos in this blog post are unfiltered and unedited. A little after I first got together with my boyfriend, I let myself go. I started wearing only t-shirt and shorts and no longer cared much about my image. My thinking back then was "why bother dressing up and looking good when we're just going to stay at home...Read More
I wished that moment would last forever, I wish it didn't have to end. I closed my eyes, and did everything I could to have that moment etched in my memory. The way your eyes curve when you smile, the way your face scrunches up when you laugh. The way your chin rested on my head, the way you smelt, the way you...Read More
Absence. Void. Emptiness. An unoccupied space. The lack of feelings. The vacancy in your heart that allows your mind to wander endlessly. The voices taunted you countless times. The thoughts haunt you everyday. You feel yourself falling, you feel the walls you put up crumble. Do you actually let go of someone, or do you just release the feelings you had? Do you...Read More