Rays of sunshine peeked at me through my windows, rousing me awake. The day I've been anticipating finally arrived and the excitement was getting unbearable. Counting down to that day since three years ago, I can say I was even more thrilled than I've ever been on any of my first dates. Jumping off my bed, I rushed to the bathroom with a...Read More
Gillian Flynn, Gone Girl / Photo credit I never thought much of us; you were simply someone I bumped into a lot when we were still in school. I guess things happen when you least expect them to. Now, I don't enjoy small talks but thousands of miles, two continents and two time zones away, we bonded over our crazy lives. We shared...Read More
BFF: are you excited for your travel!!! Me: nah, it's more of a work trip than anything else actually BFF: huh but you sounded excited to travel?? Which led me to wonder why is it that I'm feeling a flurry of emotions this time instead of excitement. I've always been someone extremely excitable and an avid traveller. No matter the situation, I've always...Read More
Can't believe that I'm the fool again And I who thought you were my friend How was I to know, you never told me have you ever sat in your chair trying to focus on serious work when all you're doing internally is fighting back your tears that threaten to well up in your eyes anytime? you can't stop working because the moment...Read More
(written 11 July 2015) -- Meeting you was a wonderfully constructed miracle. I remember how my heart threatened to escape from my ribcage every time I bumped into you. How every notification from you gave me butterflies in my stomach, how your messages made me break into smiles uncontrollably. Today, my heart still beats wildly but is it still because of love or...Read More
I haven't felt such intense hatred in a long while. A feeling so strong it leaves a tinge of pain whenever I think about it. Something I so desperately want to forget yet it comes haunting me every single damn day. I'm trying so hard to pull myself together, to get my shit together, to stop disappointing the people who love and believe...Read More
hello i am back. haha, i knew i couldn't stay away for long. i was so stressed out by my life the past week with too many things happening all at once. it's like the drama never ends and i was so frustrated because i had no outlets to vent that i kind of snapped, got myself shit drunk and made tons of...Read More
